high anxiety

I am at the moment in another state of high anxiety. I have done this every year since 1965 and always fell the same. Tom and I call it waiting of a "spy camera" from an episode of THE SIMPSONS. I know on Presidents Day I ordered strato cards, images and disk. According to SOM it was completed yesterday and according to UPS tracking it departed Uniondale NJ for Indy today. That probably means it will arrive tonight or tomorrow and be delivered Thursday or Friday. The anxiety of waiting is excruciating. Every loud car, bus or heaven forbin a truck makes my ears perk up like a dog who hears something we don't. The clock draggs and everything is annoying. Mostly one tries to live their life normally but its not easy. Its at this time many deals with the Supreme Being are struck. Like "Make it come now and I will use it for a sign of your omnipotence." Its all a mind game and when I am in the house alone its worse. Sue is giving lessons and mike is working at Penn Station. Oh by the way the attached picture is my senior picture and I have been searching for it for a while and finally found it a Dad's house along with some others that I am scanning. I got a play station game yesterday MLB10 the show. Someday I will play a team thru a schedule and see just how accurate this game is. As for the eye candy the game itself is beautiful to watch. I played 1 inning against the White Sox and loved it but just no yet in baseball mood. Traditionally my seasons are three baseball, football and basketball. Baseball goes from April to August. Football from September to December and basketball from December to March. So I am still in basketball season for a few more weeks. It looks more and more like Shawn and I will live next door to each other. I believe my address should be 583 Reed Ct, Greenfield In. Private Tim is married and expecting with his new wife Jessica McKinney Stone. The got married at the time of Tims graduation from basic and the baby is due in September. Mike has a clean bill of health in his recent visit to the Doctor and is engaged to Ashley. Pat won a magic tournament sponsored by World Wake. He has been classified as a pro magic player (thats a card game he plays). Suzanne got her mystery job and will begin Mar 29, and we are sooo proud of her. Shawn moved into his new apartment last week. Its a move to strengthen his credit. Sue heard from Charity this week and she wanted Sue to send her a music book so she could practice on her Grandma Hoy's piano. It was nice to hear from her. Here is a closing joke. Mother Superior called all the nuns togehter and said to them. We have a case of gonorrhea in the convent. Thank God said the elderly nun at the back "I'm do tired of chardonnay." c ya later